January 10th, 2006
|10:20 pm - the mystery of life|
Aw geez, that is scary! People had been so worked up about Haruna that they even posted her email on a website. AW geez, Stockers lol
I look bak at some of my conversations (hurray for the history saved thing for msn), and a bunch of my entries from my old account and wow, have I changed even more ever since last year?
I know I said this last year as well, it looks like I change dramatically every year, figuring out more and more about who I am, and in some ways, that thought scares me. I don’t know who I’m gonna become, where I’m gonna go, who will I trust, or especially when the next big event that will impact my life once again.
Just the thought of who I’m gonna be with, what job will I have, how many kids will I have, where will I live, or how will I act, all those questions about the future is just WHEwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww…. The questions intrigue me. I guess that’s wat makes it so exciting eh? The mystery of life as it unravels itself slowly part by part.
And what’s even MORE scarier, is the thought of every action that I’m doing my life, is affecting my future. If I did things completely different than what I have done in my life, I wonder what person I would be?
Wow, I really gotta practice piano!!!! Hm, interesting, this song (Rosette - Crushed) has suddenly gotten my attention o.o
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Rosette - Crushed
|Date:||January 11th, 2006 08:28 pm (UTC)|| |
Alright you entertained me far enough :)...I'm going to tell you who i am...well i'm just going to give you my NHL Hitz name lol...BXT is who I am. But really I still couldn't believe you couldn't figure out who I was lol