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January 14th, 2006


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12:33 pm - thanks
I have often wondered, why do I live upon this daily basis? Go to school every weekday, go to work 3 times a week, piano for one day, and they all end up in the end with me at home, barely ever going out. I like to be more adventurous, more out there. Life isn’t easy, but I don’t want my life to be like a schedule.

There are a lot of things that’s been on my mind lately.

Again and again, I have been struggling with my faith. What I thought was an unbreakable wall, has gotten holes shot through it little by little. When you let your guard down, forget your daily values like devotion and prayer, I understand even more that the devil will strike you hard, to bring you down. And he wont stop, until you fail or until you turn to God.

There’s a lot of things I’m not proud of. There’s been countless times where I failed others, and even myself. A while back, I didn’t even know why I was even existed. But I eventually found out why I was to live. To live for others, to live for Christ, to live to help those in need. To live is the bravest thing a person can do.

We may think we are in this alone. But we aren’t. In our struggles, there are many people that want to be there for us. What is a strong bond? I would think of it as a bond where even you can share the darkest of secrets and cry together, and be there for one another. But most importantly, the strongest friendship, is a fellowship with Christ in the middle.

For all my friends out there, thanks. You may not know it, but you guys are probably one of the reasons why I’m not insane ^^. Over the years, I have made close friends that are considered my brothers/sisters and not once do I not thank God for the warm comfort and the honor to be considered a lil/older brother. Many of you out there probably don’t understand how much you really mean to me. My life already feels like a journey with you all. And honestly, the reason why I say friendship is enough, no presents please ^^, is because it is true. All your friendship is already more of a blessing to me than any material in the whole world (except maybe pho/bbt…. Jk =P). So…. Thanks…. There is alot of people I have yet to thank, and yet are not in my life anymore, and I guess it is sorta a regret that they couldnt hear this.
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